A Short Road Trip

Yesterday I felt so bad that I had to get out of the house.  And so I took the car and the kids  with me and left.  I did not know where we will go and what we will do. What I do know is I had to breathe and think.  I wanted to be alone but I couldn't leave my youngest because I am directly breastfeeding her and I do not have any spare stash in the freezer. I haven't pumped in awhile.  My eldest didn't want to be left behind and she begged to come too and so I drove for 3 hours straight.

I actually wanted to go to Tagaytay but I am not so good with directions and so we went around and around until I noticed that we were already at Taytay. Haha! At least the names were almost the same diba. Some kind of the same place but not quite.  Actually, I was not sure about my first choice because I know that my hubby wanted to have a brake job for that car. I did not want for me and my kids to have an accident on something that was really meant to take my mind off things. I did not want to cause more problems for the problems that we are already having.  So anyways the reason why I chose the route of Taytay because of this Chevrolet Silverado. It was so beautiful that it led me to where we were until it turned right and I did not want to go left or right so I can find my way back home just in case I wanted to go back already.  So it was getting dark already and houses became few and far between that I got scared. What if the car broke down? What if we ran out of gas? What if we needed a repair shop, as reliable as Dallas auto repair, to help us and we could not find one? I could handle it if I was all by myself but I had 2 kids with me and so I had to turn back. Plus the fact that my eldest was getting scared already that she kept on saying.. let's go back mom. let's go back mom.  I had to go back after she began a countdown. Hehehe! And so we were back at home, safe and sound, at 9 pm last night.